I remember now, I woke up late. All I had time for in the am was my butter/oil coffee. No biggie. Kept me going on a super busy work day, until around 1pm. But then I was so uber busy at work, I couldn't eat until around 3. So then I got to eat a skimpy spinach/lettuce salad with guac and tomatoes, mushrooms, and banana peppers. I was hungry again by 5, and I had time so I ran back down and got a small salad and some broccoli. Got home, and by 8 I was ready to get down on some food. I had some leftover butternut goodness so I plated up some of that. So over all, I didn't each much. I didn't eat enough. And this bothers me.
Today, like I said I'm sittin here, and I don't want to eat anything! I'm hungry, but I don't want to eat. WFT! THIS CAN'T BE!
Not normal! Mayday! For reals, I know this is not good, my body is going to go into straight up starvation mode and horde all of these next calories. Lose lose.
But I just have such a negative outlook on food, esp veggies at this point. I don't want to look at em, I don't want to smell them, and I for damn sure don't want them close to my mouth.
And I'm not a failure for it! This detox was a good idea, but I'm going to need to do it when I've had more time to plan my meals so that I won't get burnt out, and that I'll actually have food stocked. Because the only green shit in my fridge is spinach and kale, and I can't go there without barfing at this point.
Realistically, I didn't eat badly to begin with. I eat real food. So, I'll try again soon. Like on payday or something.
CHEERS TO BACON BITCHES
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