Happiness

Today, I'm talking about sadness. 

You know.

Loneliness.
Emptiness. 
Seeming defeated.
Feeling hopeless.
Praying to be out of your mind for just a second.
Hitting a breaking point.


If you know anything about me, which of course I'm sure you don't, you'd know that I'm extremely stubborn.

I hate admitting I'm wrong, or that I'm doing anything wrong for that matter. 

I also know too much of psychology, and how to apply EVERY negative coping mechanism know to man.

I'm very intelligent, also very stupid.

I know what I need to do to fix my problems, but I back out because there are "easier" ways.
Easier to pick up a bottle and forget.
Rationalize that it'll be better tomorrow.
It can't rain forever.
Right?
Finding happiness is a treacherous, windy, rocky road.

One day at a time.

Yes, I had to add some humor. I'm dark and twisted, I know. I love sharks.

I'm short on time.
Cheers to my first post.